The last couple of weeks, I've been feeling like I'm in a daze. I can't bring myself to make any important decision, as if something alien had taken a hold of me and slowed my brain to a crawl. I've been meaning to post the last two installments of my article, Secrets of the Holy Grail, but I can't bring myself to do it. It feels like I'm not in charge of my own free will, as if I have been drugged or something. My ears are ringing all the time. I don't know what's wrong with me but I can't stand it. If I were superstitious, I would say that someone cast an evil spell on me. I need more time to get over this.